school and party

I hate school and parties. I hate public places.They always make me tired and bored. I cannot cope with others and i dont want to share my special things with a lot of people.
I hate someone who always biases me. I hate someone who always laught when being in a party. I want to live my life.
I just want to sit here, in my room,my house, my garden. I just want to travel to natural forest or beachs with some friends. That all.
I am tired with explaning about the reason why i do not come to those parties.
I hate them so much.
To be honest, i am a friendly girl but it does not mean I am a public girl.